Tuesday, 21 October 2008
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hate him so much right now
ITS NOT FAIR, ITS NOT FAIR AT ALL
! Everythign i do for us to work everything i say or ignore to make him happy and this is how im treated. Hes such an asshole to me, and its like im to fuckin blinded by how much i love him that i havnt been able to see that he really dosnt give a damn about me. If he did, he'd come see me, if he did he wouldnt make me cry every night, if he did he'd put up with his parents to eb with me. But he dosnt, to him im asking to fuckin much so to me, i just need to be done. Ive tried all i can and im just tired of this constant unhappiness. I deserve to be happy, i deserve to be loved, treated to things, and taken care of. For the past 2 years ive put every ounce of me into someone who didnt deserve anything form me. And all i can say today is Its not fair.
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hi .. i know its raelly not fair to be ignored with the things that uve done. and being inlove as you are, i also know that no matter what names you call him, when he'll just try to talk or call you all those angered emotions will be lost. coz , yes because you love him.
its your choice, bt if you see that there is really no point on staying, taht uve already done everything. i think you must also give yourself a chance to be happy. without him..
maybe by then, you'll know what you really want. or maybe youll just find him on his knees, wanting you back.. (ive been there only with different circumstances).. i wish u good...